Monday, September 22, 2008

Ain't This A Bitch?!?

For the past couple of months, I have been coming to some drastic conclusions and taking even more drastic measures in response to those conclusions. I formally stopped speaking to my former best friend of...madd years via email (and of course the myspace friend deletion...thats the MAJOR shit.lol) I have also voiced my "opinions" to different people about different things(usually some deep,dark feelings type stuff). That might not seem like anything to worry about but to me it is. I go through some CRAZY emotions and I feel them soo strongly that it's hard not to believe that it's the real thing. Now I had sorta kinda but not quite noticed a pattern before but yesterday, it straight hit me. I went through soo many emotions yesterday. I even CRIED in the street for a good 20 minutes. If I had on a mood ring it would have probably exploded on my hand. I went through it ALL. I was fully prepared to put up both my middle fingers and tell the whole world to "pardon my back"(haha).

But then I woke up this morning and guess what?!?
My period is starting. PMS is a bitch and I know her personally but I think I have some other shit. So I looked it up and I think I suffer from PMDD.
More info to come.

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